Thursday, December 19, 2019

Misinterpretation

People like in New Orleans misjudge me, since I left Florida, growing up.
 

Lost

Are you used to being considered okay until someone popular comes in?
 

Concert

I'm trying to get tickets for the concert to see the Freiburger Barockorchester.  I have to fly there.  One is sold out, and the other isn't selling yet, I think.  The sold out one has a pre-concert talk/meeting.  I was seeing if there was a waitlist.
 

Culture

I think people are jealous of my kind of luck in culture but condemn me racially.
 

Going Crazy

Some prestigious people in Germany like they can socially get away with prejudices of the Holocaust, suggesting them to me for the first time against me racially etc., which doesn't make sense.
 

Money

I am thinking of using money to get food at restaurants sometimes more.

It's been so long since I had much to spend.
 

Second Thoughts

It might be too much for me to make my own clothes, at least now.  Maybe, someday.
 

"On My Own"

I feel like I can count on people less and less.
 

School

It seems it starts later in January, not sure when exactly.
 

(continued)

A lot of it is for laundry/clothes, at least now.  I don't have too many clothes but some extra stuff like T-shirts maybe I can use now to exercise.  ...Life is passing me by!
 

"Down in the Dumps"

My room is tight.
 

Dreamland

Radio Swiss Classic

I found it in 2012.
 

Second Thoughts

I might not spend money and time fixing up my L.O.L. Surprise Doll..  I wish I waited to fix it up because I ran out of money.
 

Shopping

My cell phone might need a new charging chord, otherwise I need a new phone.  I wasn't too happy about that, at first.
 

"In"

I'm sort of "in," not just for the AA alone at a community college.  Actually, the school I found offers an AA online in Violin Performance, a Baptist college in Florida.  It's not a community college.  I started out at a very gifted sort of music school that was Catholic in New Orleans, highly ranked.  So, it's probably something like that.  I can get my BA in Violin Performance online there, too.
 

Freiburger Barockorchester

 

Other Cultures

Other cultures try to be more exclusive and testy to their peers of the white race, like catching up culturally to their forefathers.
 

America and Europe

America and Europe aren't much different because they copy each other.
 

(continued)

It seemed like Americans were usually more obese.
 

Health Abroad?

Europeans get cancer more than Americans, a sort of medium small amount difference it seems.
 

Sewing Machine

My sewing machine sits there and waits like a ghost.

I just set it up there.

 

Art

Maybe, most people dismiss art to/for others as something that they make too important where they found nothing about but forget its appeal in general that exists and is indeed sensed!
 

Designs

I have to look at the fabric store and see what they have.
 

Sewing Machine

I already have my own sewing machine.  It was my mom's.  Her mom made patterns and sewed for a living.  😊
 

Clothes

I'm thinking of learning to design and sew my own clothes.  I just asked the fabric store online.
 

Mac

I told my dad I may not get the Mac to use the money to eat out more, but he seemed disappointed.

The package I want at Best Buy, the most expensive, is $128/month for 18 months, $2300 total.
 

Question

Do politicians like people talking about them?
 

School is the problem.

People who don't well in school are popular.

Even teachers swore you could only be popular or smart, and smart must have meant dorky not just nerdy.  Everyone seemed to believe this and their affirmations.  I'm not sure how many teachers verbalized it.
 
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