Sunday, December 29, 2019
There are people against stuff.
You can get what you want, but you can't win over me and take "my stuff."
Rotten Tomatos
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Lady and the Tramp
- 2019 live action version of a Disney animation
1 1/2 out of 5
I loved it mainly for the black people, but I noticed the peak of show peaked at the part written when the wife couldn't emotionally etc. handle the baby when she handed it to the husband to give the dog catcher a piece of her mind. Also, I noticed, early on, the part where the main, female dog was jealous of the baby girl made me feel like they were pointing fingers at me, like it made me feel weird like I didn't deserve attention and am from a generation that never got to have its childhood and a successful, decent, dignified, appropriate life. It was like somehow the plot was brought out and it was like it was acknowledged like "beating a dead horse."
Lady and the Tramp
- 2019 live action version of a Disney animation
1 1/2 out of 5
I loved it mainly for the black people, but I noticed the peak of show peaked at the part written when the wife couldn't emotionally etc. handle the baby when she handed it to the husband to give the dog catcher a piece of her mind. Also, I noticed, early on, the part where the main, female dog was jealous of the baby girl made me feel like they were pointing fingers at me, like it made me feel weird like I didn't deserve attention and am from a generation that never got to have its childhood and a successful, decent, dignified, appropriate life. It was like somehow the plot was brought out and it was like it was acknowledged like "beating a dead horse."
My Athletic Plan
1a. Get in shape at the gym taking fitness classes, including a lot of yoga so I don't injure myself not being stretched out. I seem to be going most days I can, save when I was too sore, and taking 2 classes a day and swimming for 15-20 minutes or at least floating around in the pool a lot of that time.
1b. Take absolute beginner ballet classes.
2. Take intermediate ballet classes and adult gymnastics classes.
3. Take advanced ballet classes and adult gymnastics.
4? Learn to figure skate.
Also, I have tried to work out on my own, for times I need supplementary workouts maybe. I am also a member of 2 gyms, one being very inexpensive, a deal for $10/month. They have free personal training there, I think. When I do intermediate/advanced ballet and gymnastics and maybe figure skating, I may have to quit the membership at the expensive gym.
1b. Take absolute beginner ballet classes.
2. Take intermediate ballet classes and adult gymnastics classes.
3. Take advanced ballet classes and adult gymnastics.
4? Learn to figure skate.
Also, I have tried to work out on my own, for times I need supplementary workouts maybe. I am also a member of 2 gyms, one being very inexpensive, a deal for $10/month. They have free personal training there, I think. When I do intermediate/advanced ballet and gymnastics and maybe figure skating, I may have to quit the membership at the expensive gym.
Gym Memberships
I think I have to keep my gym memberships or I have to re-register. The expensive one has a fee, and the other I have at a reduced rate I think.
What I Have Lined Up
online at The Baptist College of Florida
I live in Orlando, Florida.
1- Intermediate College Composition - 3 credit hours
2- New Testament Survey - 3 credit hours
3- Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
4- Spiritual Formation - 3 credit hours
5- Private Violin Lessons Online - 1 credit hour
It's fun, they have a message board for each class.
I've gotta apply and practice a lot. Too bad my medicine makes me tired. I don't have to take it, but my parents want me to take the mood medicine. I am not really just bad nor start anything, though, just get offended easily here now...
So, I'm pretty excited for school to start. I want to hit the ground running, try to do good and if I can get ahead so it's an easier read and study. We can use material for tests, but it's still hard.
I live in Orlando, Florida.
1- Intermediate College Composition - 3 credit hours
2- New Testament Survey - 3 credit hours
3- Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
4- Spiritual Formation - 3 credit hours
5- Private Violin Lessons Online - 1 credit hour
It's fun, they have a message board for each class.
I've gotta apply and practice a lot. Too bad my medicine makes me tired. I don't have to take it, but my parents want me to take the mood medicine. I am not really just bad nor start anything, though, just get offended easily here now...
So, I'm pretty excited for school to start. I want to hit the ground running, try to do good and if I can get ahead so it's an easier read and study. We can use material for tests, but it's still hard.
Shopping
for January for now, unless I get extra money from school then more
Monthly Shopping
Bathroom Supplies - $30
Contact Lenses - $30+
Bus Pass - $25
Gym Membership for February - $94
Gym Membership for Another Gym - $10
~ $210
Other
Waterproof Rolling Backpack - $76
Raincoat - $30
~ $106
Total ~ $316
I'll have about $174 left to eat out. I get about $480 a month now. My school gave me an extra $500 for spending last year, the one first semester I attended.
I was gonna go to some workshops at the library, but 2 were $10.
I gave up saving to see the Freiburger Barockorchester perform now or for going for a workshop in Germany, which would be a plane about $1000 round trip.
I hope to find a job that lets me do things I want soon enough, getting a degree or so probably. I should have an AA in Music in Violin Performance at the end of the next school year, Spring 2021. I just need 4 more General Studies I may take now in Spring 2020 and the music classes. I'm also taking private violin this semester and probably in the summer to meet the requirement, though I have enough with other instruments I took before. 3 classes are religion. I may drop the serious class of the New Testament, which was weird, and do it in the summer if I can; if I can't may take it now.
I don't really want just to be a teacher. I'd like to perform. I'm not sure if I should do a backup major, for money purposes. They don't have anything there, mostly church related degrees.
My life has improved going to the gym and should even more next month when I have more money to eat out. My dad wanted me to finish food at home and didn't want pizza and I've had at least 3 pieces of cake in the past 24 hours. We'll get pizza for New Year's Eve; that's Tuesday. Then, something I like at home, dumplings, hot dogs, and sauerkraut. I have a craving to eat out, something I thought I could try not to do. Even in college, I ate at their dining facilities and I was very healthy but eating as much food as I could that was healthy, running out of money for more though and so not as healthy as I could be.
Monthly Shopping
Bathroom Supplies - $30
Contact Lenses - $30+
Bus Pass - $25
Gym Membership for February - $94
Gym Membership for Another Gym - $10
~ $210
Other
Waterproof Rolling Backpack - $76
Raincoat - $30
~ $106
Total ~ $316
I'll have about $174 left to eat out. I get about $480 a month now. My school gave me an extra $500 for spending last year, the one first semester I attended.
I was gonna go to some workshops at the library, but 2 were $10.
I gave up saving to see the Freiburger Barockorchester perform now or for going for a workshop in Germany, which would be a plane about $1000 round trip.
I hope to find a job that lets me do things I want soon enough, getting a degree or so probably. I should have an AA in Music in Violin Performance at the end of the next school year, Spring 2021. I just need 4 more General Studies I may take now in Spring 2020 and the music classes. I'm also taking private violin this semester and probably in the summer to meet the requirement, though I have enough with other instruments I took before. 3 classes are religion. I may drop the serious class of the New Testament, which was weird, and do it in the summer if I can; if I can't may take it now.
I don't really want just to be a teacher. I'd like to perform. I'm not sure if I should do a backup major, for money purposes. They don't have anything there, mostly church related degrees.
My life has improved going to the gym and should even more next month when I have more money to eat out. My dad wanted me to finish food at home and didn't want pizza and I've had at least 3 pieces of cake in the past 24 hours. We'll get pizza for New Year's Eve; that's Tuesday. Then, something I like at home, dumplings, hot dogs, and sauerkraut. I have a craving to eat out, something I thought I could try not to do. Even in college, I ate at their dining facilities and I was very healthy but eating as much food as I could that was healthy, running out of money for more though and so not as healthy as I could be.
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Re: The 2010s were the least interesting decade of all time
Well, the other decades were not good, neither. I guess the happiest I was was when I was getting independent in school:
- starting junior high
- starting high school
- starting college
I'm age 33 years old.
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Re: The 2010s were the least interesting decade of all time
Well, the other decades were not good, neither. I guess the happiest I was was when I was getting independent in school:
- starting junior high
- starting high school
- starting college
I'm age 33 years old.
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Want to Live Somewhere Else and Go to College Somewhere Else...
I was in Cleveland twice, and though I was very welcome they suggested I stay close to "home."
They have like 3 music conservatories there I know of, none here just UCF and a dorky private academic college.
Then, after that, I wanted to go to Germany, but it might be too long and the orchestra I'm most interested might have to retire.
Too bad I switched from piano to violin late, but I was gonna teach myself violin, as well as flute/oboe, when people started monitoring me in private or at least made it known. I was also struggling deciding if I want ballet, singing, and organ. I was minoring in ballet, there, too, at Loyola University New Orleans, my original college out of high school I wanted to be able to stay at…
Want to Live Somewhere Else and Go to College Somewhere Else...
I was in Cleveland twice, and though I was very welcome they suggested I stay close to "home."
They have like 3 music conservatories there I know of, none here just UCF and a dorky private academic college.
Then, after that, I wanted to go to Germany, but it might be too long and the orchestra I'm most interested might have to retire.
Too bad I switched from piano to violin late, but I was gonna teach myself violin, as well as flute/oboe, when people started monitoring me in private or at least made it known. I was also struggling deciding if I want ballet, singing, and organ. I was minoring in ballet, there, too, at Loyola University New Orleans, my original college out of high school I wanted to be able to stay at…
15 Years
People seem to be on the lookout for preventing my happiness.
Could be anything, race, generation, just social discrimination apart from prejudice, if you believe a person with such certain kinds differences can be seen in a comparable light to other things living etc...
Also, I know the world took a shortcut when Johnny Depp did well playing Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) That was almost 15 years ago. Everyone got jealous of everything.
Could be anything, race, generation, just social discrimination apart from prejudice, if you believe a person with such certain kinds differences can be seen in a comparable light to other things living etc...
Also, I know the world took a shortcut when Johnny Depp did well playing Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) That was almost 15 years ago. Everyone got jealous of everything.
Is it over?
It seems efforts are being made.
I just thought today people are waiting if I die to make the world worth it again.
I just thought today people are waiting if I die to make the world worth it again.
Baroque Violin
I'm a little wary if it would limit me and actually go out of style, after doing a Bachelor's and Master's in it. It seems good, as opposed to playing other things and not Baroque.
College - Music
I should try to go to Oberlin for Historical Performance if I get enough aid and go to Juilliard for my Master's in Historical Performance. I wonder if I'll have to take piano again, though I already have 4 credit hours as a piano major; if I still have to wonder if harpsichord could be better.
Oberlin is a great school for music, especially special kinds of classical music it feels somehow. I went to a summer camp for high school organists for a week.
I'm actually pursuing violin, now. I'm going for an AA in Music online at the Baptist College of Florida. I started out of high school at Loyola University New Orleans going for 2 BME's and BM (Music Education and Music Performance.)
It will be exciting if I get in Oberlin for Baroque Violin. They have a Master's in it, too, but not the joint MM program anymore like I was hoping, joint as in one degree in 5 years rather than a Bachelor's first.
Oberlin is a great school for music, especially special kinds of classical music it feels somehow. I went to a summer camp for high school organists for a week.
I'm actually pursuing violin, now. I'm going for an AA in Music online at the Baptist College of Florida. I started out of high school at Loyola University New Orleans going for 2 BME's and BM (Music Education and Music Performance.)
It will be exciting if I get in Oberlin for Baroque Violin. They have a Master's in it, too, but not the joint MM program anymore like I was hoping, joint as in one degree in 5 years rather than a Bachelor's first.
Hollywood
I'm watching the new live action Lady and the Tramp, and it seems offensive, highlight for spoilers, making the dog jealous of the baby. Hollywood is suggestive about me and my generation, like picking at us with a pole. They trashed our lives the way Johnny Depp is treated as exploited. Admit it, and he's in the public limelight, "for crying out loud." People just don't want to admit it and keep acting crazy how they mistreated him and used him to get together and make a stand. Who cares about them? That's what I said; they are ruining life and are no one to talk to it seems. There may be nice ones out there but probably racists. Sure, maybe if I was white, you think I'd be racist like them? I bet people will read this and misinterpret this and pull from it that it's not in line with society, whether society be good or bad. Actually, people from L.A. or Hollywood would probably take it for what it is.
How Things Are Going
I woke up maybe 2 or 3 times, but I slept for like 15 hours.
I hope to have a full day.
I missed church and later the bus probably won't run for it.
I can't go to the gym today because the buss is off on Sundays there.
I want to do laundry, but until next week in January I can only do light loads because it makes water regurgitate from a drain at a time it seems.
I like practicing violin, but I seem to need something else to do when I'm not. Sometimes, I'm a little surprised I'm tired but keep a journal listed on this blog showing if I practiced, which I just like to keep track of and am proud of.
I'm starting school sometime in January, maybe the last week, online at The Baptist College of Florida. I'm taking English Composition II, 2 or 3 religion classes, and violin lessons. I need 4 classes in religion to graduate and have taken one at my original college. I went to this college 1 year ago, and the religion classes were pretty sneaky. I withdrew from those. After the 4 academic classes, I'll have completed those requirements for this college for the AA in Music and probably the BA in Music. I hope to audition for Oberlin and Juilliard, so far, for Baroque Violin / Historical Performance. Oberlin actually has a BM in it, but they are special for younger students like my original college.
I hope to have a full day.
I missed church and later the bus probably won't run for it.
I can't go to the gym today because the buss is off on Sundays there.
I want to do laundry, but until next week in January I can only do light loads because it makes water regurgitate from a drain at a time it seems.
I like practicing violin, but I seem to need something else to do when I'm not. Sometimes, I'm a little surprised I'm tired but keep a journal listed on this blog showing if I practiced, which I just like to keep track of and am proud of.
I'm starting school sometime in January, maybe the last week, online at The Baptist College of Florida. I'm taking English Composition II, 2 or 3 religion classes, and violin lessons. I need 4 classes in religion to graduate and have taken one at my original college. I went to this college 1 year ago, and the religion classes were pretty sneaky. I withdrew from those. After the 4 academic classes, I'll have completed those requirements for this college for the AA in Music and probably the BA in Music. I hope to audition for Oberlin and Juilliard, so far, for Baroque Violin / Historical Performance. Oberlin actually has a BM in it, but they are special for younger students like my original college.
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Re: Ha ha ha - I put keratin shampoo and conditioner in my hair.
Oh?
I didn't get the full keratin yet, just the shampoo and conditioner, which works to a degree.
My hair is kinda like a black person's for a few reasons.
- It gets frizzy when I jog a lot.
- The hair dye must have got in my roots. I shaved my head like 4 times after bleaching/dying it too much, but I'm growing it out now.
- It seems like when I watched the "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and she followed me online and via people monitoring me in private, she made my hair curl, when it could go flat and smooth before. Maybe, like a year later, I started 3 theater classes at a community college with 1 theater teacher I like, who had a "big" *ego LOL… and I gained some weight and my hair got messy. I went to the mental hospital for my 3rd time after, for a month, and my nails started to curl and things.
- Also, I had been a fan of Tim Burton since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
*My theater teacher was from Santa Clara under San Fransisco. She said her mom was from California and her dad was from Pittsburgh. She seemed to make fun of her Pennsylvania side or play it down like it wasn't important. She studied things like diction or how to speak and was a speech therapist and voice teacher. I took lessons from her when she taught in the summer. She went to UF for her Master's I think. She's been in Orlando since before I was born and has taught diction to people who performed at Disney World. … Well, she seemed to feel stimulated about teaching diction at Disney so long, since like the earlier 1980s.
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Re: Ha ha ha - I put keratin shampoo and conditioner in my hair.
Oh?
I didn't get the full keratin yet, just the shampoo and conditioner, which works to a degree.
My hair is kinda like a black person's for a few reasons.
- It gets frizzy when I jog a lot.
- The hair dye must have got in my roots. I shaved my head like 4 times after bleaching/dying it too much, but I'm growing it out now.
- It seems like when I watched the "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and she followed me online and via people monitoring me in private, she made my hair curl, when it could go flat and smooth before. Maybe, like a year later, I started 3 theater classes at a community college with 1 theater teacher I like, who had a "big" *ego LOL… and I gained some weight and my hair got messy. I went to the mental hospital for my 3rd time after, for a month, and my nails started to curl and things.
- Also, I had been a fan of Tim Burton since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
*My theater teacher was from Santa Clara under San Fransisco. She said her mom was from California and her dad was from Pittsburgh. She seemed to make fun of her Pennsylvania side or play it down like it wasn't important. She studied things like diction or how to speak and was a speech therapist and voice teacher. I took lessons from her when she taught in the summer. She went to UF for her Master's I think. She's been in Orlando since before I was born and has taught diction to people who performed at Disney World. … Well, she seemed to feel stimulated about teaching diction at Disney so long, since like the earlier 1980s.
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