Tuesday, December 31, 2019
"Don't do it."
You shouldn't fall for the idea that being mean to me will help because then you will be told if you were really good you would have been good already.
Unoriginal Copies
No one has anything, for me; they're banking on listening to what my dad says about me and taking it in a bad way.
Rotten Tomatoes
My Review
I watched this a few days ago.
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High School Musical 2
3/5
The overall feel was priceless, and so were some of the lessons learned in it. It's really too bad there aren't more movies like this one, in some ways sometimes, it seems. Well, it did its job, at least. This time, the sequel was successful.
I watched this a few days ago.
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High School Musical 2
3/5
The overall feel was priceless, and so were some of the lessons learned in it. It's really too bad there aren't more movies like this one, in some ways sometimes, it seems. Well, it did its job, at least. This time, the sequel was successful.
Being Popular
It seems if you were in trouble for whatever reason or not, it would be hard being famous.
So, naturally, if you were socially accepted and had a successful background check... you'd have a good time, unless you were put up to others maybe.
So, a lot of people seem upset that if they got famous, more people would get famous; the people who were originally famous would be forgotten, overshadowed, and exploited. Either way, they seem upset like things aren't good enough just for them or certain people, and someone from somewhere else is better, smarter, even prettier, etc.
So, naturally, if you were socially accepted and had a successful background check... you'd have a good time, unless you were put up to others maybe.
So, a lot of people seem upset that if they got famous, more people would get famous; the people who were originally famous would be forgotten, overshadowed, and exploited. Either way, they seem upset like things aren't good enough just for them or certain people, and someone from somewhere else is better, smarter, even prettier, etc.
Shopping
I'm thinking of getting a panda backpack for the gym, looks like a stuffed panda.
I can put emergency cough drops, tampons, etc., in there.
I can put emergency cough drops, tampons, etc., in there.
"What's in a" nail?
I remember as a toddler thinking my fingernails need to be how I want or else when I grow up they wouldn't grow differently how I wanted.
Why did my nails go from their own strong design to looking like something came over them?
They changed to this process:
They used to look more like this:
They remind me of these now:
Why did my nails go from their own strong design to looking like something came over them?
They changed to this process:
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They used to look more like this:
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They remind me of these now:
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It's true my parents put me in piano at age 9 and my hands changed.
I had already done gymnastics since age 1 3/4 until 8, up to going there a few times a week, on top of baton sometimes, which was a lot of marching in the heat in Southeastern Florida.
Auditions
I'll have to ask my teacher to help prepare me, for my original college, in hopes of being accepted at more prestigious ones in graduate school, though I am already age 33 years old.
"Violin | Viola | Cello | String Bass
- Applicants should prepare two pieces in contrasting styles (i.e. one technical and the other lyrical) from the standard repertoire. The selections may be movements of a sonata, concerto, etude, etc. Unaccompanied
- One major and one minor scale of your choice: 3 octaves, at least 2 notes per bow
- Sight reading proficiency will be tested for applicants auditioning on-campus: Applicants will be asked to perform 4-8 measures of orchestral excerpts"
"Violin | Viola | Cello | String Bass
- Applicants should prepare two pieces in contrasting styles (i.e. one technical and the other lyrical) from the standard repertoire. The selections may be movements of a sonata, concerto, etude, etc. Unaccompanied
- One major and one minor scale of your choice: 3 octaves, at least 2 notes per bow
- Sight reading proficiency will be tested for applicants auditioning on-campus: Applicants will be asked to perform 4-8 measures of orchestral excerpts"
College
I wonder if I should try to get back into my original college after I get my AA in Music, best bet, Loyola University New Orleans.
Tired Like All the Time
I'm not really sure what to do now. The medicine my parents or doctor have me on are making me tired, but I can get off, if I have my own home and my blood sugar goes down etc.
It's not nice waking up to use the bathroom and sleeping 12 hours.
I may get my AA in Music online but hope to transfer up to higher ranking colleges for my Bachelor's and Master's and if I do do a Doctorate like I had wanted. This will be a long time, and I may lose heart. I also wanted to learn German. I don't see how this is worth it starting again at age 33. I have 1 year of music down already. I'll be older than a lot of the musicians, and our parents and their generation may die, and everyone else will have played for and with them when they were alive. If they still are, they'll be very old.
It's not nice waking up to use the bathroom and sleeping 12 hours.
I may get my AA in Music online but hope to transfer up to higher ranking colleges for my Bachelor's and Master's and if I do do a Doctorate like I had wanted. This will be a long time, and I may lose heart. I also wanted to learn German. I don't see how this is worth it starting again at age 33. I have 1 year of music down already. I'll be older than a lot of the musicians, and our parents and their generation may die, and everyone else will have played for and with them when they were alive. If they still are, they'll be very old.
A Lesser Than
A lot of people in my life don't do anything for me, acquaintances/family and strangers alike, because they ignore the fact they are less competent than me and need to give up the fantasy people will give them sex if they have my life in their hands. I'm not responsible for them.
Applying Anger to Me
When certain people come over, they act mean to me and when they think something is wrong they steal something from me it seems, make it dirty etc.
People act like they can do things to me like it gives them points, when I'm disgusted by them though they keep going as if I succumbed when I didn't; I hate this like a demon.
People act like they can do things to me like it gives them points, when I'm disgusted by them though they keep going as if I succumbed when I didn't; I hate this like a demon.
Passing Judgment on Me
People who knew me or were strangers, I was hypnotically presented to and they judge me for weird things, while other people remain on top.
Monday, December 30, 2019
Worked Out
I see people who struggled and played half ass in life get everything okay for them, while I suffer.
I see some people sneak safely by.
Their only problems is "who they are."
I see some people sneak safely by.
Their only problems is "who they are."
Me Playing Violin Now
I recommend the last one because you may know it, but it's probably the most wobbly here.
Sunday, December 29, 2019
There are people against stuff.
You can get what you want, but you can't win over me and take "my stuff."
Rotten Tomatos
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Lady and the Tramp
- 2019 live action version of a Disney animation
1 1/2 out of 5
I loved it mainly for the black people, but I noticed the peak of show peaked at the part written when the wife couldn't emotionally etc. handle the baby when she handed it to the husband to give the dog catcher a piece of her mind. Also, I noticed, early on, the part where the main, female dog was jealous of the baby girl made me feel like they were pointing fingers at me, like it made me feel weird like I didn't deserve attention and am from a generation that never got to have its childhood and a successful, decent, dignified, appropriate life. It was like somehow the plot was brought out and it was like it was acknowledged like "beating a dead horse."
Lady and the Tramp
- 2019 live action version of a Disney animation
1 1/2 out of 5
I loved it mainly for the black people, but I noticed the peak of show peaked at the part written when the wife couldn't emotionally etc. handle the baby when she handed it to the husband to give the dog catcher a piece of her mind. Also, I noticed, early on, the part where the main, female dog was jealous of the baby girl made me feel like they were pointing fingers at me, like it made me feel weird like I didn't deserve attention and am from a generation that never got to have its childhood and a successful, decent, dignified, appropriate life. It was like somehow the plot was brought out and it was like it was acknowledged like "beating a dead horse."
My Athletic Plan
1a. Get in shape at the gym taking fitness classes, including a lot of yoga so I don't injure myself not being stretched out. I seem to be going most days I can, save when I was too sore, and taking 2 classes a day and swimming for 15-20 minutes or at least floating around in the pool a lot of that time.
1b. Take absolute beginner ballet classes.
2. Take intermediate ballet classes and adult gymnastics classes.
3. Take advanced ballet classes and adult gymnastics.
4? Learn to figure skate.
Also, I have tried to work out on my own, for times I need supplementary workouts maybe. I am also a member of 2 gyms, one being very inexpensive, a deal for $10/month. They have free personal training there, I think. When I do intermediate/advanced ballet and gymnastics and maybe figure skating, I may have to quit the membership at the expensive gym.
1b. Take absolute beginner ballet classes.
2. Take intermediate ballet classes and adult gymnastics classes.
3. Take advanced ballet classes and adult gymnastics.
4? Learn to figure skate.
Also, I have tried to work out on my own, for times I need supplementary workouts maybe. I am also a member of 2 gyms, one being very inexpensive, a deal for $10/month. They have free personal training there, I think. When I do intermediate/advanced ballet and gymnastics and maybe figure skating, I may have to quit the membership at the expensive gym.
Gym Memberships
I think I have to keep my gym memberships or I have to re-register. The expensive one has a fee, and the other I have at a reduced rate I think.
What I Have Lined Up
online at The Baptist College of Florida
I live in Orlando, Florida.
1- Intermediate College Composition - 3 credit hours
2- New Testament Survey - 3 credit hours
3- Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
4- Spiritual Formation - 3 credit hours
5- Private Violin Lessons Online - 1 credit hour
It's fun, they have a message board for each class.
I've gotta apply and practice a lot. Too bad my medicine makes me tired. I don't have to take it, but my parents want me to take the mood medicine. I am not really just bad nor start anything, though, just get offended easily here now...
So, I'm pretty excited for school to start. I want to hit the ground running, try to do good and if I can get ahead so it's an easier read and study. We can use material for tests, but it's still hard.
I live in Orlando, Florida.
1- Intermediate College Composition - 3 credit hours
2- New Testament Survey - 3 credit hours
3- Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
4- Spiritual Formation - 3 credit hours
5- Private Violin Lessons Online - 1 credit hour
It's fun, they have a message board for each class.
I've gotta apply and practice a lot. Too bad my medicine makes me tired. I don't have to take it, but my parents want me to take the mood medicine. I am not really just bad nor start anything, though, just get offended easily here now...
So, I'm pretty excited for school to start. I want to hit the ground running, try to do good and if I can get ahead so it's an easier read and study. We can use material for tests, but it's still hard.
Shopping
for January for now, unless I get extra money from school then more
Monthly Shopping
Bathroom Supplies - $30
Contact Lenses - $30+
Bus Pass - $25
Gym Membership for February - $94
Gym Membership for Another Gym - $10
~ $210
Other
Waterproof Rolling Backpack - $76
Raincoat - $30
~ $106
Total ~ $316
I'll have about $174 left to eat out. I get about $480 a month now. My school gave me an extra $500 for spending last year, the one first semester I attended.
I was gonna go to some workshops at the library, but 2 were $10.
I gave up saving to see the Freiburger Barockorchester perform now or for going for a workshop in Germany, which would be a plane about $1000 round trip.
I hope to find a job that lets me do things I want soon enough, getting a degree or so probably. I should have an AA in Music in Violin Performance at the end of the next school year, Spring 2021. I just need 4 more General Studies I may take now in Spring 2020 and the music classes. I'm also taking private violin this semester and probably in the summer to meet the requirement, though I have enough with other instruments I took before. 3 classes are religion. I may drop the serious class of the New Testament, which was weird, and do it in the summer if I can; if I can't may take it now.
I don't really want just to be a teacher. I'd like to perform. I'm not sure if I should do a backup major, for money purposes. They don't have anything there, mostly church related degrees.
My life has improved going to the gym and should even more next month when I have more money to eat out. My dad wanted me to finish food at home and didn't want pizza and I've had at least 3 pieces of cake in the past 24 hours. We'll get pizza for New Year's Eve; that's Tuesday. Then, something I like at home, dumplings, hot dogs, and sauerkraut. I have a craving to eat out, something I thought I could try not to do. Even in college, I ate at their dining facilities and I was very healthy but eating as much food as I could that was healthy, running out of money for more though and so not as healthy as I could be.
Monthly Shopping
Bathroom Supplies - $30
Contact Lenses - $30+
Bus Pass - $25
Gym Membership for February - $94
Gym Membership for Another Gym - $10
~ $210
Other
Waterproof Rolling Backpack - $76
Raincoat - $30
~ $106
Total ~ $316
I'll have about $174 left to eat out. I get about $480 a month now. My school gave me an extra $500 for spending last year, the one first semester I attended.
I was gonna go to some workshops at the library, but 2 were $10.
I gave up saving to see the Freiburger Barockorchester perform now or for going for a workshop in Germany, which would be a plane about $1000 round trip.
I hope to find a job that lets me do things I want soon enough, getting a degree or so probably. I should have an AA in Music in Violin Performance at the end of the next school year, Spring 2021. I just need 4 more General Studies I may take now in Spring 2020 and the music classes. I'm also taking private violin this semester and probably in the summer to meet the requirement, though I have enough with other instruments I took before. 3 classes are religion. I may drop the serious class of the New Testament, which was weird, and do it in the summer if I can; if I can't may take it now.
I don't really want just to be a teacher. I'd like to perform. I'm not sure if I should do a backup major, for money purposes. They don't have anything there, mostly church related degrees.
My life has improved going to the gym and should even more next month when I have more money to eat out. My dad wanted me to finish food at home and didn't want pizza and I've had at least 3 pieces of cake in the past 24 hours. We'll get pizza for New Year's Eve; that's Tuesday. Then, something I like at home, dumplings, hot dogs, and sauerkraut. I have a craving to eat out, something I thought I could try not to do. Even in college, I ate at their dining facilities and I was very healthy but eating as much food as I could that was healthy, running out of money for more though and so not as healthy as I could be.
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Re: The 2010s were the least interesting decade of all time
Well, the other decades were not good, neither. I guess the happiest I was was when I was getting independent in school:
- starting junior high
- starting high school
- starting college
I'm age 33 years old.
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Re: The 2010s were the least interesting decade of all time
Well, the other decades were not good, neither. I guess the happiest I was was when I was getting independent in school:
- starting junior high
- starting high school
- starting college
I'm age 33 years old.
My Focus
Baroque Violin + Violin
I'll go to Germany when I'm better I guess. I'm also studying German and a Dance minor as my wish for Oberlin College and Conservatory of Music.
I'll go to Germany when I'm better I guess. I'm also studying German and a Dance minor as my wish for Oberlin College and Conservatory of Music.
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Want to Live Somewhere Else and Go to College Somewhere Else...
I was in Cleveland twice, and though I was very welcome they suggested I stay close to "home."
They have like 3 music conservatories there I know of, none here just UCF and a dorky private academic college.
Then, after that, I wanted to go to Germany, but it might be too long and the orchestra I'm most interested might have to retire.
Too bad I switched from piano to violin late, but I was gonna teach myself violin, as well as flute/oboe, when people started monitoring me in private or at least made it known. I was also struggling deciding if I want ballet, singing, and organ. I was minoring in ballet, there, too, at Loyola University New Orleans, my original college out of high school I wanted to be able to stay at…
Want to Live Somewhere Else and Go to College Somewhere Else...
I was in Cleveland twice, and though I was very welcome they suggested I stay close to "home."
They have like 3 music conservatories there I know of, none here just UCF and a dorky private academic college.
Then, after that, I wanted to go to Germany, but it might be too long and the orchestra I'm most interested might have to retire.
Too bad I switched from piano to violin late, but I was gonna teach myself violin, as well as flute/oboe, when people started monitoring me in private or at least made it known. I was also struggling deciding if I want ballet, singing, and organ. I was minoring in ballet, there, too, at Loyola University New Orleans, my original college out of high school I wanted to be able to stay at…
15 Years
People seem to be on the lookout for preventing my happiness.
Could be anything, race, generation, just social discrimination apart from prejudice, if you believe a person with such certain kinds differences can be seen in a comparable light to other things living etc...
Also, I know the world took a shortcut when Johnny Depp did well playing Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) That was almost 15 years ago. Everyone got jealous of everything.
Could be anything, race, generation, just social discrimination apart from prejudice, if you believe a person with such certain kinds differences can be seen in a comparable light to other things living etc...
Also, I know the world took a shortcut when Johnny Depp did well playing Willy Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.) That was almost 15 years ago. Everyone got jealous of everything.
Is it over?
It seems efforts are being made.
I just thought today people are waiting if I die to make the world worth it again.
I just thought today people are waiting if I die to make the world worth it again.
Baroque Violin
I'm a little wary if it would limit me and actually go out of style, after doing a Bachelor's and Master's in it. It seems good, as opposed to playing other things and not Baroque.
German
I'm trying to get in teaching myself, but I wonder if I can do it in college or if I have to do it as a major or minor.
College - Music
I should try to go to Oberlin for Historical Performance if I get enough aid and go to Juilliard for my Master's in Historical Performance. I wonder if I'll have to take piano again, though I already have 4 credit hours as a piano major; if I still have to wonder if harpsichord could be better.
Oberlin is a great school for music, especially special kinds of classical music it feels somehow. I went to a summer camp for high school organists for a week.
I'm actually pursuing violin, now. I'm going for an AA in Music online at the Baptist College of Florida. I started out of high school at Loyola University New Orleans going for 2 BME's and BM (Music Education and Music Performance.)
It will be exciting if I get in Oberlin for Baroque Violin. They have a Master's in it, too, but not the joint MM program anymore like I was hoping, joint as in one degree in 5 years rather than a Bachelor's first.
Oberlin is a great school for music, especially special kinds of classical music it feels somehow. I went to a summer camp for high school organists for a week.
I'm actually pursuing violin, now. I'm going for an AA in Music online at the Baptist College of Florida. I started out of high school at Loyola University New Orleans going for 2 BME's and BM (Music Education and Music Performance.)
It will be exciting if I get in Oberlin for Baroque Violin. They have a Master's in it, too, but not the joint MM program anymore like I was hoping, joint as in one degree in 5 years rather than a Bachelor's first.
Hollywood
I'm watching the new live action Lady and the Tramp, and it seems offensive, highlight for spoilers, making the dog jealous of the baby. Hollywood is suggestive about me and my generation, like picking at us with a pole. They trashed our lives the way Johnny Depp is treated as exploited. Admit it, and he's in the public limelight, "for crying out loud." People just don't want to admit it and keep acting crazy how they mistreated him and used him to get together and make a stand. Who cares about them? That's what I said; they are ruining life and are no one to talk to it seems. There may be nice ones out there but probably racists. Sure, maybe if I was white, you think I'd be racist like them? I bet people will read this and misinterpret this and pull from it that it's not in line with society, whether society be good or bad. Actually, people from L.A. or Hollywood would probably take it for what it is.
How Things Are Going
I woke up maybe 2 or 3 times, but I slept for like 15 hours.
I hope to have a full day.
I missed church and later the bus probably won't run for it.
I can't go to the gym today because the buss is off on Sundays there.
I want to do laundry, but until next week in January I can only do light loads because it makes water regurgitate from a drain at a time it seems.
I like practicing violin, but I seem to need something else to do when I'm not. Sometimes, I'm a little surprised I'm tired but keep a journal listed on this blog showing if I practiced, which I just like to keep track of and am proud of.
I'm starting school sometime in January, maybe the last week, online at The Baptist College of Florida. I'm taking English Composition II, 2 or 3 religion classes, and violin lessons. I need 4 classes in religion to graduate and have taken one at my original college. I went to this college 1 year ago, and the religion classes were pretty sneaky. I withdrew from those. After the 4 academic classes, I'll have completed those requirements for this college for the AA in Music and probably the BA in Music. I hope to audition for Oberlin and Juilliard, so far, for Baroque Violin / Historical Performance. Oberlin actually has a BM in it, but they are special for younger students like my original college.
I hope to have a full day.
I missed church and later the bus probably won't run for it.
I can't go to the gym today because the buss is off on Sundays there.
I want to do laundry, but until next week in January I can only do light loads because it makes water regurgitate from a drain at a time it seems.
I like practicing violin, but I seem to need something else to do when I'm not. Sometimes, I'm a little surprised I'm tired but keep a journal listed on this blog showing if I practiced, which I just like to keep track of and am proud of.
I'm starting school sometime in January, maybe the last week, online at The Baptist College of Florida. I'm taking English Composition II, 2 or 3 religion classes, and violin lessons. I need 4 classes in religion to graduate and have taken one at my original college. I went to this college 1 year ago, and the religion classes were pretty sneaky. I withdrew from those. After the 4 academic classes, I'll have completed those requirements for this college for the AA in Music and probably the BA in Music. I hope to audition for Oberlin and Juilliard, so far, for Baroque Violin / Historical Performance. Oberlin actually has a BM in it, but they are special for younger students like my original college.
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Re: Ha ha ha - I put keratin shampoo and conditioner in my hair.
Oh?
I didn't get the full keratin yet, just the shampoo and conditioner, which works to a degree.
My hair is kinda like a black person's for a few reasons.
- It gets frizzy when I jog a lot.
- The hair dye must have got in my roots. I shaved my head like 4 times after bleaching/dying it too much, but I'm growing it out now.
- It seems like when I watched the "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and she followed me online and via people monitoring me in private, she made my hair curl, when it could go flat and smooth before. Maybe, like a year later, I started 3 theater classes at a community college with 1 theater teacher I like, who had a "big" *ego LOL… and I gained some weight and my hair got messy. I went to the mental hospital for my 3rd time after, for a month, and my nails started to curl and things.
- Also, I had been a fan of Tim Burton since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
*My theater teacher was from Santa Clara under San Fransisco. She said her mom was from California and her dad was from Pittsburgh. She seemed to make fun of her Pennsylvania side or play it down like it wasn't important. She studied things like diction or how to speak and was a speech therapist and voice teacher. I took lessons from her when she taught in the summer. She went to UF for her Master's I think. She's been in Orlando since before I was born and has taught diction to people who performed at Disney World. … Well, she seemed to feel stimulated about teaching diction at Disney so long, since like the earlier 1980s.
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Re: Ha ha ha - I put keratin shampoo and conditioner in my hair.
Oh?
I didn't get the full keratin yet, just the shampoo and conditioner, which works to a degree.
My hair is kinda like a black person's for a few reasons.
- It gets frizzy when I jog a lot.
- The hair dye must have got in my roots. I shaved my head like 4 times after bleaching/dying it too much, but I'm growing it out now.
- It seems like when I watched the "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and she followed me online and via people monitoring me in private, she made my hair curl, when it could go flat and smooth before. Maybe, like a year later, I started 3 theater classes at a community college with 1 theater teacher I like, who had a "big" *ego LOL… and I gained some weight and my hair got messy. I went to the mental hospital for my 3rd time after, for a month, and my nails started to curl and things.
- Also, I had been a fan of Tim Burton since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005.)
*My theater teacher was from Santa Clara under San Fransisco. She said her mom was from California and her dad was from Pittsburgh. She seemed to make fun of her Pennsylvania side or play it down like it wasn't important. She studied things like diction or how to speak and was a speech therapist and voice teacher. I took lessons from her when she taught in the summer. She went to UF for her Master's I think. She's been in Orlando since before I was born and has taught diction to people who performed at Disney World. … Well, she seemed to feel stimulated about teaching diction at Disney so long, since like the earlier 1980s.
Saturday, December 28, 2019
Update
My Website
My Cliché Sayings
A lot of adults around 2005 started to point out people like me for not being all white though we seem more white and trying to put us down and build technically/more all white people up above them like they're better. My class left home and started college in 2004.
My Cliché Sayings
A lot of adults around 2005 started to point out people like me for not being all white though we seem more white and trying to put us down and build technically/more all white people up above them like they're better. My class left home and started college in 2004.
Lonely
Why did Late Boomers not be nice to us for, like, 15 years? What, is it time to retire and die?
New Plan
Instead of saving all my money for the Freiburger Barockrochester, I will use it to eat out, like healthy food at the gym or a nice restaurant or something I like at the mall etc., not things my dad likes to eat..
Friday, December 27, 2019
Well, let's see how life went.
When did Late Boomers do for me as good as for Generation YZ, as I am Generation XY?
Juilliard
Juilliard has Baroque Violin, like Oberlin. It has it at the Master's level and Oberlin at the Bachelor's and Master's. Oberlin seems to be for young musicians to start off maybe.
I think if you get in the program at Juilliard you get a full scholarship.
I might finish my Bachelor's at the Baptist College of Florida online and tell of my plans.
I think if you get in the program at Juilliard you get a full scholarship.
I might finish my Bachelor's at the Baptist College of Florida online and tell of my plans.
Fuck!
Why would I want to be in the way of someone if I wasn't fit for them so much? I didn't think up things like wanting to fuck with everyone.
What does this mean...today?
"give or take..."
Can anyone help me and explain the science behind it? It sounds like something to figure out an answer to. I'm from Generation X and don't understand, in general, but am surrounded by this issue sometimes. It shouldn't be a secret/mystery floating around. It's time to "...cut the cheese..." 😣 Maybe, before it's too late?...
What is the significance of this phrase in society today? I think I am an okay person...
Can anyone help me and explain the science behind it? It sounds like something to figure out an answer to. I'm from Generation X and don't understand, in general, but am surrounded by this issue sometimes. It shouldn't be a secret/mystery floating around. It's time to "...cut the cheese..." 😣 Maybe, before it's too late?...
What is the significance of this phrase in society today? I think I am an okay person...
Music Conservatory
Since I'm older and Oberlin is for younger people especially, I am hoping to show my teacher my plan to go to Juilliard, except I'll be ready for a Bachelor's after the next school year and it requires 2 years of study for the degree there. I'm speeding up learning 3rd position because my teacher really didn't want to teach it to me for some reason. She was nice, a Polish lady with bleached hair born I think around 1961. She also didn't want me playing fast. She said in 10 years, I could start in college. I've played a total of 4-5 years with 4 teachers and learning by myself and will have one more in the Spring, 2020. I should have practiced more and could have done a little more challenging material earlier and gotten into some other stuff maybe earlier.
Standstill
Is the Freiburger Barockorchester waiting for something? Young attractive violinists? 😅 It's interesting how old many old members are. If there were more younger people, they could take a break. Instead, they look like the Titanic.
How People Are
A lot of people make their thoughts known, like if they think something is wrong with the world.
A Cut Above the Rest
Late Boomers are flawed like Generation YZ. They trust others for comfort. That's how I'm better because I don't trust others for comfort because they're bad.
Telepathy...?
People watch every move and flinch of thought of others and follow it. It makes the world worse.
Thursday, December 26, 2019
Piano?
People who are practically executives or cool businessmen accompany beautiful singers on piano and their name is plated in gold!
Harpsichord
It's popular in Europe and the upper echelon of the US. The Baroque scene is big in classical music. The harpsichordist has more power over the orchestra than they each have of themselves, as they often serve as owners, conductors, soloists? whatever. I also do violin, which also leads the orchestra if you're concert master. I'll find a place. I'm learning German, too, which houses the ignition of classical music. See, I already was a piano major and played organ. I just switched to violin. I'll learn more about the orchestra. I'll probably rent off a harpsichord. Hello, keyboard! How long have most harpsichordists been playing?...
Question
How could you be so forward as to say someone can't play a musical instrument because they started later and do it to hurt them on purpose otherwise?
Southern Europeans Worshiping Whites
A white person acted like she just liked white and Asian, and a Southern European wasn't upset about that. They wouldn't acknowledge my being white.
Racial Development
I grew up like I was a person, but people disregard that like an aimless free-for-all, like they're holding back.
Wednesday, December 25, 2019
Sometimes
I wonder if I don't practice, well sometimes before, violin as much as piano because you have to prepare it, like tuning it ... I also need the strings wiped and enough rosin on the bow.
I started piano young, well at least younger than I started violin, so I just sit at the keyboard and vent my frustrations? in a good way. What do child prodigies do?
I started piano young, well at least younger than I started violin, so I just sit at the keyboard and vent my frustrations? in a good way. What do child prodigies do?
WWJD?
Bad people like Jesus for being against authority and think it's something in common with them.
Unacceptable
A lot of girls with symmetrically attractive portions get accepted socially very well, unless you're Latin or something sadly.
I wonder...
I think some Asians who think highly of themselves think it's a given to subdue my racial success as a mixed race Eurasian.
Unfair
People are cruel against me or Generation X, like Late Boomers are worth it but we're not.
They just think we're ugly, and they are too stupid to understand why and that their problems are their fault.
They just think we're ugly, and they are too stupid to understand why and that their problems are their fault.
The Glory of Music
Is it better to be featured for part of a great work of classical music or so ... or all of one or so?
(continued)
I know some other classes overlap or are on Sunday when I go to church, by bus. I might stick with ballet for now.
Ballet
My ballet school offers a deal of $150 for unlimited classes per month for adults like me. So far, I am only taking beginning ballet classes for $60/month, though, offered once a week, and packed my schedule with classes at the gym, along with getting in the pool. I've done ballet, but I would prefer the beginning class again for now and going back.
Good Classical Music...
Some people think not playing especially attractive, popular songs is a way of saying you are good at classical music to others.
Before
Last time I joined the gym was not as worked out maybe but not as sore. I'm not sure why I am now, know I've been unable lately to sleep the whole night usually it seems. Maybe, I also tried harder in the workouts, but I didn't know it would be of this kind of difference. Actually, before, I liked when I went to 3 classes in 1 day. I must have been sore but not like this maybe. While doing it it wasn't like this but still difficult a lot of times.
WWYD?
Would you rather be President or a classical music composer?
I would rather be a classical music composer than President.
I would rather be a classical music composer than President.
Yikes!
My whole body it seems practically is sore! It's hard to move around.
I joined a 2nd gym yesterday. I took a general fitness class that was challenging and yoga. I was in the pool for like 20 minutes and the hot tub for 5 minute and did the yoga after that. It was important that I ate there after the 1st class.
I joined a 2nd gym yesterday. I took a general fitness class that was challenging and yoga. I was in the pool for like 20 minutes and the hot tub for 5 minute and did the yoga after that. It was important that I ate there after the 1st class.
Message Board Post by Me
(film|boards)
Ah! We're being attacked! (The US)
There seems to be a German/French takeover within the US.
They feel obliged, culturally.
You know, a lot of the German-Americans and French-Americans; I'm not sure if that includes the ones from those countries. They do their filtering and filtration from "home."
I'm not just b.s.-ing. I've had stuff happen. In high school I had this hard American History teacher who was French. My dad's younger sister's in-laws are German. Let me know what you want to know about it.
Ah! We're being attacked! (The US)
There seems to be a German/French takeover within the US.
They feel obliged, culturally.
You know, a lot of the German-Americans and French-Americans; I'm not sure if that includes the ones from those countries. They do their filtering and filtration from "home."
I'm not just b.s.-ing. I've had stuff happen. In high school I had this hard American History teacher who was French. My dad's younger sister's in-laws are German. Let me know what you want to know about it.
In Delayed Desperation
Non-Americans on film|boards are desperate to reform us.
What happened about welcoming people interested like me into Germany?
Tuesday, December 24, 2019
"Baby Germans"
"Baby Germans," that is in their 30s, have gotten really careless and unknowingly haphazard-ous.
So, what's the deal?
How do classical orchestral instrumentalists get to sound how they do, together and expressive?
Do they get tested like I feel, like, "Oh, how do you remember what to do and what the music means? You can't just have it come when you do it." Maybe, they really are smart.
Do they get tested like I feel, like, "Oh, how do you remember what to do and what the music means? You can't just have it come when you do it." Maybe, they really are smart.
Classical Orchestral Violin
I'm guessing it's not that I can never catch up if I work gruelingly and brutally, but there's nothing to catch up to/for socially.
Message Board Post by Me
film|boards (link)
Many people voted for Trump.
Democrats were in office before, but people think many more people are Republican.
He doesn't seem to have a large colored race approval even on the Republican side.
So, was Trump mean to racial minorities or colored races … are white people actually invigorated against him for this very reason?
Many people voted for Trump.
Democrats were in office before, but people think many more people are Republican.
He doesn't seem to have a large colored race approval even on the Republican side.
So, was Trump mean to racial minorities or colored races … are white people actually invigorated against him for this very reason?
Inquiry
Why are these people with Alma Deutscher sarcastic, and why do they think they're "better" than anyone?
I don't think they'll reach their goals, embarrassing themselves and going off track like that.
We all get so much in life; there is no new, evil option, should you decide to "shape up."
I'm not here to pick up after them, but it looks like that's what I'm doing here. WWJD? I don't really care...
I hope it's safe to say, here, focusing on people in general. Sometimes, the answer isn't how skilled you are.
Poor Alma Deutscher. She did so well. She's a new Julie Andrews or Andrew Lloyd Webber, at least now.
I don't think they'll reach their goals, embarrassing themselves and going off track like that.
We all get so much in life; there is no new, evil option, should you decide to "shape up."
I'm not here to pick up after them, but it looks like that's what I'm doing here. WWJD? I don't really care...
I hope it's safe to say, here, focusing on people in general. Sometimes, the answer isn't how skilled you are.
Poor Alma Deutscher. She did so well. She's a new Julie Andrews or Andrew Lloyd Webber, at least now.
A Disturbance in the Force
This new act from when I started college around 2004-2005 where older, fatter ladies act like I'm not white and eventually I get filtered out of the system socially is not something I succumbed to.
Question
Why do Germans/German-Americans get to learn from each other? and other countries and cultures?
Monday, December 23, 2019
Sunday, December 22, 2019
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