Christina: 12/27/19

Well, let's see how life went.

When did Late Boomers do for me as good as for Generation YZ, as I am Generation XY?

Juilliard

Juilliard has Baroque Violin, like Oberlin. It has it at the Master's level and Oberlin at the Bachelor's and Master's. Oberlin seems to be for young musicians to start off maybe.

I think if you get in the program at Juilliard you get a full scholarship.

I might finish my Bachelor's at the Baptist College of Florida online and tell of my plans.

Did somebody-

It seems like the Late Boomers died.

Problem

It seems the world lies and steals.

Fuck!

Why would I want to be in the way of someone if I wasn't fit for them so much? I didn't think up things like wanting to fuck with everyone.

Fame

So, you think fame is always a good thing unless it's for someone bad?

Juicy Gossip

Does anyone in the world have anything interesting to focus on-

What does this mean...today?

"give or take..."

Can anyone help me and explain the science behind it? It sounds like something to figure out an answer to. I'm from Generation X and don't understand, in general, but am surrounded by this issue sometimes. It shouldn't be a secret/mystery floating around. It's time to "...cut the cheese..." 😣 Maybe, before it's too late?...

What is the significance of this phrase in society today? I think I am an okay person...

Music Conservatory

Since I'm older and Oberlin is for younger people especially, I am hoping to show my teacher my plan to go to Juilliard, except I'll be ready for a Bachelor's after the next school year and it requires 2 years of study for the degree there. I'm speeding up learning 3rd position because my teacher really didn't want to teach it to me for some reason. She was nice, a Polish lady with bleached hair born I think around 1961. She also didn't want me playing fast. She said in 10 years, I could start in college. I've played a total of 4-5 years with 4 teachers and learning by myself and will have one more in the Spring, 2020. I should have practiced more and could have done a little more challenging material earlier and gotten into some other stuff maybe earlier.

Stalked

Why does everyone want the same thing that only I want?

Why!

Why did this happen to me?

Agitated

I'm tired about worrying about old people.

Standstill

Is the Freiburger Barockorchester waiting for something? Young attractive violinists? 😅 It's interesting how old many old members are. If there were more younger people, they could take a break. Instead, they look like the Titanic.

My Reputation

People think I am less worthy and deserve less than Late Boomers.

Rejection

What if there is no reason to reject me, some people who are popular that I like?

Europeans

Some places don't count out normal people.

Baby Boomers

Why are Baby Boomers so happy?

What to Do

I'm not living to learn how to ignore people.

A Little Chit Chat or Something?

Why do people try to talk to each other?

Thieves

Baby Boomers take away what little Generation X has.

How People Are

A lot of people make their thoughts known, like if they think something is wrong with the world.

A Cut Above the Rest

Late Boomers are flawed like Generation YZ. They trust others for comfort. That's how I'm better because I don't trust others for comfort because they're bad.