Saturday, December 14, 2019
Goofy-Looking Classical Musicians in General..
Why do popular classical musicians in general act like someone else who didn't do as much music isn't attractive just because of how they are? They want to be seen as the best. Other people still like others who aren't musicians for the reasons the musicians got to cancel out somehow. Not much socially in the world.
There are plenty of other people who specialize in something and take on certain caricatures. Classical musicians have such a high ego. They are the worst, it seems for different reasons. People nurture people with problems, I know in Saint Augustine, Northeastern Florida, US where I lived and is the oldest continuing city in the US ... they aren't tickled by classical music as a topic so much as with helping the deaf and blind and getting children to do art. They do think classical musicians are bad. I just noticed as a kid and with what people did and offer as activities. They didn't even have ballet.
What about how they fool you and they're the only ones better off getting more and more advanced and still supported, while others aren't supported? Like, get to know them, and they'll cause a problem and blame you. The world doesn't seem to be the problem, as it wasn't before in many ways. It's the classical musicians and people involved who were liked by them and mess around with other people for them.
Life is very lonely... I like classical music and want to be good at it, too, and figure this out.
There are plenty of other people who specialize in something and take on certain caricatures. Classical musicians have such a high ego. They are the worst, it seems for different reasons. People nurture people with problems, I know in Saint Augustine, Northeastern Florida, US where I lived and is the oldest continuing city in the US ... they aren't tickled by classical music as a topic so much as with helping the deaf and blind and getting children to do art. They do think classical musicians are bad. I just noticed as a kid and with what people did and offer as activities. They didn't even have ballet.
What about how they fool you and they're the only ones better off getting more and more advanced and still supported, while others aren't supported? Like, get to know them, and they'll cause a problem and blame you. The world doesn't seem to be the problem, as it wasn't before in many ways. It's the classical musicians and people involved who were liked by them and mess around with other people for them.
Life is very lonely... I like classical music and want to be good at it, too, and figure this out.
Always Behind in Some Things I Do in Life
I feel in the mindset I fell behind in violin and always will be that way mostly, like it's a joke riding on the fact I didn't get to start at a supposedly proper age and condition.
What's more, socially I seem to have been a thrown out generation because people were jealous, both older and younger and of other generations. They stopped on us, ashamed, and worked on the new babies' development. It was more fun, and then later they fixed younger generations over us after we proved to be good people.
What else?... Sure, health problems later on and a break in exercise.
What's more, socially I seem to have been a thrown out generation because people were jealous, both older and younger and of other generations. They stopped on us, ashamed, and worked on the new babies' development. It was more fun, and then later they fixed younger generations over us after we proved to be good people.
What else?... Sure, health problems later on and a break in exercise.
Question
Are people just wondering why my mom didn't let/have me eat more?
All these things and you know I may be involved and have fun in the world, so you're "just" waiting for me to be seen as worthless for some worthless opinion of a reason. You just prattle on and wait for me to get in trouble and sorta go into me to make me feel actively ignored, like I'm being put down in secret and no one will acknowledge it's happening even.
All these things and you know I may be involved and have fun in the world, so you're "just" waiting for me to be seen as worthless for some worthless opinion of a reason. You just prattle on and wait for me to get in trouble and sorta go into me to make me feel actively ignored, like I'm being put down in secret and no one will acknowledge it's happening even.
What I'm Doing
There's like nothing good to eat at home, so I found ingredients to make pound cake.
I'm watching Fantasia and posting online.
I'm watching Fantasia and posting online.
Orlando - Its Quick Fix
They try to impress you like they are your wished parental generation by saying they are sexy disciplining you, "complaining" about you, and leaving it at that but coming back to take the easy way out and take out their frustrations on you, saying it's the same thing, thinking it's a sexy way to say they are "fixing" you. I've technically been here about 15 years, often in my room posting online, especially most of the time near the beginning... It's still the same, in that way, it seems. Of course, there are details and other things to notice or find out. I didn't want to live here. I like places like Miami and New Orleans ... Europe, you get the picture!
Exercise
A Chinese doctor in high school told me to jog 10 minutes every day. He died after a few years. It was sad. He invited me to spend time vacationing with his family, though we just met and he may have known my mom. They wanted me to teach his daughters I think piano, but I didn't think I was good enough yet. He has ancestry that served the emperor. Sad to say, he died several years later I think from something like a heart attack.
Now, I jog 30 minutes a few days a week and, for awhile, most days a week. I was in cross country for 2 years before seeing the Chinese doctor, too.
I thought of something else. I don't know if my dislocated ankle gets in the way of running or my pills that make me sleep a lot and not as awake. Anyway, maybe 10 minutes of floor workouts, especially for the abs and upper body, a day would be good, better than not I mean.
I also learned a long time ago you are supposed to keep your heart rate up to some maximum level for 1/2 hour a day.
I don't really jog that fast, but I'm getting stronger.
It's hard for me to heal and maybe grow muscles living in Orlando for some reason. I've always lived on the coast.
When I was in college, I jogged most days, too, maybe counting laps. I did other workouts and was in ballet, as a college minor. I also ate a lot of food and ate healthily. My downfall was sleep loss, doing schoolwork. Classes made most of the day go by.
Now, I jog 30 minutes a few days a week and, for awhile, most days a week. I was in cross country for 2 years before seeing the Chinese doctor, too.
I thought of something else. I don't know if my dislocated ankle gets in the way of running or my pills that make me sleep a lot and not as awake. Anyway, maybe 10 minutes of floor workouts, especially for the abs and upper body, a day would be good, better than not I mean.
I also learned a long time ago you are supposed to keep your heart rate up to some maximum level for 1/2 hour a day.
I don't really jog that fast, but I'm getting stronger.
It's hard for me to heal and maybe grow muscles living in Orlando for some reason. I've always lived on the coast.
When I was in college, I jogged most days, too, maybe counting laps. I did other workouts and was in ballet, as a college minor. I also ate a lot of food and ate healthily. My downfall was sleep loss, doing schoolwork. Classes made most of the day go by.
Dance
There is a community arts center with a dance company program, which you have to audition for each semester. I've tried out and never made it. I finally got to watch them perform. It looks like you have to make it your life there is so much to remember. They might have danced for a total of about 1/2 hour of the performance.. they kept coming back out with long numbers, and it's just a community arts program that only offers beginning lessons.
I saw they had 1 special ballet number. Maybe, I should stick to adult ballet if I have time to go to dance. For now, I'm focusing on graduating college and still exercise myself. They don't perform, so much, but, if you were good maybe, you could get in a Nutcracker at one place, even if you take classes somewhere else. I almost did in New Orleans as Maid #2, and Maid #1 danced with a professional. I ended up leaving before rehearsals started because I had to leave college and go home.
I wish I went to a harder dance school when I lived in the New Orleans area, especially seeing I was still in junior high and high school, as opposed to now at age 33. I did like to work out and took teen gymnastics one year in high school. I just was mixed up about what school, I guess.
One place I lived didn't have ballet in town, and I couldn't drive to the city.
Here is the ballet company in New Orleans I wish I was in in high school or if they do junior high too.
I saw they had 1 special ballet number. Maybe, I should stick to adult ballet if I have time to go to dance. For now, I'm focusing on graduating college and still exercise myself. They don't perform, so much, but, if you were good maybe, you could get in a Nutcracker at one place, even if you take classes somewhere else. I almost did in New Orleans as Maid #2, and Maid #1 danced with a professional. I ended up leaving before rehearsals started because I had to leave college and go home.
I wish I went to a harder dance school when I lived in the New Orleans area, especially seeing I was still in junior high and high school, as opposed to now at age 33. I did like to work out and took teen gymnastics one year in high school. I just was mixed up about what school, I guess.
One place I lived didn't have ballet in town, and I couldn't drive to the city.
Here is the ballet company in New Orleans I wish I was in in high school or if they do junior high too.
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