Tuesday, December 31, 2019

Bye 2010s!

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It's not fair!

Remember all the short ladies in the late 1990s?

"Don't do it."

You shouldn't fall for the idea that being mean to me will help because then you will be told if you were really good you would have been good already.

Unoriginal Copies

No one has anything, for me; they're banking on listening to what my dad says about me and taking it in a bad way.

Behind

Why is the US wary of sex as in feelings?

Happy New Year!

New Year - dumplings, sauerkraut, hot dogs, and pork

Ocelot

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My Review

I watched this a few days ago.

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High School Musical 2

3/5

The overall feel was priceless, and so were some of the lessons learned in it. It's really too bad there aren't more movies like this one, in some ways sometimes, it seems. Well, it did its job, at least. This time, the sequel was successful.

Being Popular

It seems if you were in trouble for whatever reason or not, it would be hard being famous.

So, naturally, if you were socially accepted and had a successful background check... you'd have a good time, unless you were put up to others maybe.

So, a lot of people seem upset that if they got famous, more people would get famous; the people who were originally famous would be forgotten, overshadowed, and exploited.  Either way, they seem upset like things aren't good enough just for them or certain people, and someone from somewhere else is better, smarter, even prettier, etc.

Europe to the US

Europe is following the US setting a bad example now.

Shopping

I'm thinking of getting a panda backpack for the gym, looks like a stuffed panda.

I can put emergency cough drops, tampons, etc., in there.

"What's in a" nail?

I remember as a toddler thinking my fingernails need to be how I want or else when I grow up they wouldn't grow differently how I wanted.

Why did my nails go from their own strong design to looking like something came over them?

They changed to this process:

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They used to look more like this:

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They remind me of these now:

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It's true my parents put me in piano at age 9 and my hands changed.

I had already done gymnastics since age 1 3/4 until 8, up to going there a few times a week, on top of baton sometimes, which was a lot of marching in the heat in Southeastern Florida.

Auditions

I'll have to ask my teacher to help prepare me, for my original college, in hopes of being accepted at more prestigious ones in graduate school, though I am already age 33 years old.

"Violin | Viola | Cello | String Bass

- Applicants should prepare two pieces in contrasting styles (i.e. one technical and the other lyrical) from the standard repertoire. The selections may be movements of a sonata, concerto, etude, etc. Unaccompanied
- One major and one minor scale of your choice: 3 octaves, at least 2 notes per bow
- Sight reading proficiency will be tested for applicants auditioning on-campus: Applicants will be asked to perform 4-8 measures of orchestral excerpts"

College

I wonder if I should try to get back into my original college after I get my AA in Music, best bet, Loyola University New Orleans.

The US

Do Europeans in general set themselves up to impress the US?

Tired Like All the Time

I'm not really sure what to do now.  The medicine my parents or doctor have me on are making me tired, but I can get off, if I have my own home and my blood sugar goes down etc.

It's not nice waking up to use the bathroom and sleeping 12 hours.

I may get my AA in Music online but hope to transfer up to higher ranking colleges for my Bachelor's and Master's and if I do do a Doctorate like I had wanted.  This will be a long time, and I may lose heart.  I also wanted to learn German.  I don't see how this is worth it starting again at age 33.  I have 1 year of music down already.  I'll be older than a lot of the musicians, and our parents and their generation may die, and everyone else will have played for and with them when they were alive.  If they still are, they'll be very old.

A Lesser Than

A lot of people in my life don't do anything for me, acquaintances/family and strangers alike, because they ignore the fact they are less competent than me and need to give up the fantasy people will give them sex if they have my life in their hands.  I'm not responsible for them.

Intolerable

The world is coasting by, while I suffer.

Applying Anger to Me

When certain people come over, they act mean to me and when they think something is wrong they steal something from me it seems, make it dirty etc.

People act like they can do things to me like it gives them points, when I'm disgusted by them though they keep going as if I succumbed when I didn't; I hate this like a demon.

Passing Judgment on Me

People who knew me or were strangers, I was hypnotically presented to and they judge me for weird things, while other people remain on top.