I'm missing ballet the most.
I need to keep maybe gymnastics ... or the gym.
Friday, January 10, 2020
Thursday, January 9, 2020
What do you do?
Are people liked for having bad attitudes to identify with and start distracting fights over, in professional or public/community situations?
Doing an Orchestra
I think I am joining a community orchestra this Sunday, for college credit online for a BA in Music.
Promoting Popularity
Part of promoting someone's popularity is getting them to talk to other people than yourself, and sometimes they are Early Boomers, born in the early 1950s.
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
"Change"
People want to go back to the crib and change who everyone is to say they deserve to steal what I have socially. Like I said, isn't that murder, like abortion is? They want to change something that makes sense in a certain way in a bad way.
Update
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Money
Approximate Monthly Fees
Ballet - 2x week - $100
Gymnastics - 2x week - $45
Gym - $100
Total - Roughly $250
Total Without Gym - Roughly $150
If I'm out 4 times a week for ballet and gymnastics and without a car (using the bus) may as well cancel the gym membership, where I have a deal though I didn't have to pay the $200 registration fee.
I need $25 for my buss pass monthly and $30 for my contact lenses monthly, so that's $55, making it about $300 with the classes. I get about $480/month now. So, I'd have $180 left for bathroom things etc. I might get a $500 check from my college online. I was hoping to see an orchestra I like, but not sure how I'll afford things like that for now. Hopefully, I get a good job someday where I can do what I want.
Violin
Should we just ask everyone in grades 1-5 if they want to play violin?
Also, if you ask before they go to kindergarten, they might rather not...
Also, if you ask before they go to kindergarten, they might rather not...
Dance Etc. - Not Really That Exciting
but an opportunity to be grateful for
I mean, I have no future in it performing maybe.
I mean, I have no future in it performing maybe.
Taking Gymanstics
I'm taking gymnastics twice a week this month and will add ballet twice a week next month.
I'm sad I might not have time for the gym for $100/month and another one for $10/month I will keep for sure probably.
The gymnastics was $45 a month for twice a week an hour each, for "adults."
I'm sad I might not have time for the gym for $100/month and another one for $10/month I will keep for sure probably.
The gymnastics was $45 a month for twice a week an hour each, for "adults."
Tuesday, January 7, 2020
"I smell sex and candy."
People think no one should feel love except inappropriately older people I like and know.
Hot Moms
People think it's romantic to sneak by and ruin my life and only like people for having hot moms.
Tick Tock
People are manipulating my life in weird ways according to what I may get someday, like a life of excitement where people don't bother me and with contact with real people who I actually like.
Ex ... er ... cise
I did gymnastics today.
I think I will cancel my $100 gym membership.
I can do gymnastics for adults twice a week and beginning ballet twice a week.
I take the bus, and it fits where it's one a day Monday through Thursday.
I may need to be in an ensemble if it's not too late, for my music major. That could be during the day 2 or 3 times a week or one day a week in the community, like maybe Sunday night?
I think I will cancel my $100 gym membership.
I can do gymnastics for adults twice a week and beginning ballet twice a week.
I take the bus, and it fits where it's one a day Monday through Thursday.
I may need to be in an ensemble if it's not too late, for my music major. That could be during the day 2 or 3 times a week or one day a week in the community, like maybe Sunday night?
Prying Into My Private Life
It's weird how people I barely know, like relatives, think they can secretly act like they're telling me how to act and feel, like I have an issue when I'm normal.
A Stupid Thought Going Around, Also Supported by Some Elderly Men It Seems
People think because someone I like is nice to me it means I'm bad because they did something for me and I never really get to have a relationship with them and suggestive things get done to them to rub it in, my life ruined too in other ways to make it feel worse.
Monday, January 6, 2020
"We have a winner!"
I guess the cheese stands alone.
I don't deserve praise for music. There are people who play instruments and people who analyze it ... somehow.
I don't know why my arms and hands might be damaged from hitting my table. I've been playing violin for 4 years. 😢
It's too bad I didn't keep up piano. I wanted an organ...
People used to be more encouraged in classical music, but maybe they don't do it right?...
I don't deserve praise for music. There are people who play instruments and people who analyze it ... somehow.
I don't know why my arms and hands might be damaged from hitting my table. I've been playing violin for 4 years. 😢
It's too bad I didn't keep up piano. I wanted an organ...
People used to be more encouraged in classical music, but maybe they don't do it right?...
Something Not That Interesting?
Why do I like some things better about ... "before?"
I know ya'll are just wondering.
I know ya'll are just wondering.
Hypnosis
Admit it, you're just subconsciously trying to hurt me.
You all hold out for black people to stir something up. You're all fallen demons. You're waiting for something big like to really get me in trouble of some sort. I don't know your values.
You all hold out for black people to stir something up. You're all fallen demons. You're waiting for something big like to really get me in trouble of some sort. I don't know your values.
Impossible World for Different People
Are you always on the lookout for people who are altogether better or there for a little variety anyway, like we're all different probably and find balance in different ways? that people are worth it even if other bad people in the world decided they had a bad reason to cast them out?
Why do you think for now some people are too good for anyone else? Are you waiting for me to have things off limits to me, like by death if possible?
Why do you think for now some people are too good for anyone else? Are you waiting for me to have things off limits to me, like by death if possible?
Sunday, January 5, 2020
The Golden Globes
I guess I can't watch the show, just the Red Carpet. I would go to bar, but then my dad would have to give me a ride home.
Murder
Everyone wants to get crafty and sin and say I wasn't as presentable as newborn and therefore I would be filtered out of being who I wanted.
A Sign of Comfort
People are crazy and think it's only about ditzes, like with straight, blonde hair who don't care about anything. They are looking for the sign of affirmation and reassurance. They can walk down the road in underpants and no one would give it a 2nd thought.
Ha ha! You still wouldn't leave Europe alone if it had brown hair or dark blue eyes. It was one of you but not really, and I might have to know because my hair got dark and my eyes got brown before and I am half Asian.
Ha ha! You still wouldn't leave Europe alone if it had brown hair or dark blue eyes. It was one of you but not really, and I might have to know because my hair got dark and my eyes got brown before and I am half Asian.
Secret of Hollywood Today?
Remember when they acted like if someone else got famous it could ruin your life?
What do you think I think?
People who control my life don't care about me. I was fine without being abused.
Graduating
I made it so I can get my BA in Music Summer 2021, online at The Baptist College of Florida. I take General Studies in the Summer, except Student Success also for 3 credit hours the 1st semester from now ... and I take Music classes during the school year. The only barrier would be if I need more violin lessons. I can add ensembles as I need, though it seems like time with the bus. It's interesting, before now I have only 1 successful year of music credits, so it's like a BA stitched together in roughly 2 years using summers. I did want to graduate early even with multiple music degrees.
Change
I took off violin lessons for Spring 2020 so I could focus on the other classes and practice at my own pace. I will take them when I can take the music courses in Fall 2020. I might have to switch from an AA to a BA for financial aid purposes... so I can enroll in courses in a timely manner as I can only do classes for 1 degree at a time.
Saturday, January 4, 2020
Online College
I was here 1 year ago.
The Baptist College of Florida
AA - Music
Spring 2020
Student Success - 3 credit hours
Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
Psalms - 3 credit hours
I need 1 more religion class, English Composition II, and music classes Fall 2020 and Spring 2021. I will probably graduate with my AA Summer 2021.
I think I will get my BA online there, in Music. I do want to ask a conservatory if I can go there for my Masters after graduating with a BA here at this college online. I was thinking I would transfer to another school for my Bachelor's, but low and behold there is one here. The rest looks pretty good, too... 1 biology class, funny, everything else music-related. I can't take the biology class now because I'm shooting for my AA and it's not required and therefore no financial aid for it. It almost feels I could graduate with my BA in only 1 more year rather than 2. Whoah, I feel like I'm getting ahead! I think only 4 music classes other than playing. I do need 8 ensemble credits and if I have time could try doubling up, plus the private lessons though straddling over the 1 year, as 3 credits are required in the higher levels; I guess I could do private lessons in summer, too, and they may take it as credit.
Wow, I want to go to a Baptist church. I was gonna go to Catholic this weekend but maybe not, maybe not any so I can catch up on sleep and chores; I'm tired after the gym.
The Baptist College of Florida
AA - Music
Spring 2020
Student Success - 3 credit hours
Southern Baptist Life - 3 credit hours
Psalms - 3 credit hours
I need 1 more religion class, English Composition II, and music classes Fall 2020 and Spring 2021. I will probably graduate with my AA Summer 2021.
I think I will get my BA online there, in Music. I do want to ask a conservatory if I can go there for my Masters after graduating with a BA here at this college online. I was thinking I would transfer to another school for my Bachelor's, but low and behold there is one here. The rest looks pretty good, too... 1 biology class, funny, everything else music-related. I can't take the biology class now because I'm shooting for my AA and it's not required and therefore no financial aid for it. It almost feels I could graduate with my BA in only 1 more year rather than 2. Whoah, I feel like I'm getting ahead! I think only 4 music classes other than playing. I do need 8 ensemble credits and if I have time could try doubling up, plus the private lessons though straddling over the 1 year, as 3 credits are required in the higher levels; I guess I could do private lessons in summer, too, and they may take it as credit.
Wow, I want to go to a Baptist church. I was gonna go to Catholic this weekend but maybe not, maybe not any so I can catch up on sleep and chores; I'm tired after the gym.
Does anyone feel they were...
Does anyone feel they were in the action at the time, sorta fortress-ing friends against all odds?
Rotten Tomatoes
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"Those Who Kill" (2014)
2.5/5
I watched the whole thing and Chloë Sevigny is great! She's mature on set of such despisable subject matter, in the drama of solving and helping. She seems attractive beyond her years and seems very popular and well-liked by others, of all ages, same generation, younger generations, and older generations. It seems she is well-liked where it is hard to be accepted. I think I saw another cool person from her generation, Jessi Klein, I know a cool stand up comedian among other things, get excited at the mention of Chloë Sevigny's name.
"Those Who Kill" (2014)
2.5/5
I watched the whole thing and Chloë Sevigny is great! She's mature on set of such despisable subject matter, in the drama of solving and helping. She seems attractive beyond her years and seems very popular and well-liked by others, of all ages, same generation, younger generations, and older generations. It seems she is well-liked where it is hard to be accepted. I think I saw another cool person from her generation, Jessi Klein, I know a cool stand up comedian among other things, get excited at the mention of Chloë Sevigny's name.
Joke
Everyone feels welcome to help themselves to ruining my life. What is left in the world with these forces at large's incompetence's?
Joke
An older lady I like is ready for an onslaught to do with me during something else, but she is really "ready" because anyone in the world who has it for her can do it and everyone treats her suggestively sexually.
She is treated like the special one, and I was "used" in lieu.
She is treated like the special one, and I was "used" in lieu.
Rotten Tomatoes
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Rugrats - 2.5/5 - I think I've seen all the episodes of "Rugrats" that aired on TV from 1995-1998. I started watching in possibly 1993.
Doug - 3/5 - I think I've seen all the episodes of "Doug" that aired on TV from 1995-1998. I started watching in possibly 1993.
Rugrats - 2.5/5 - I think I've seen all the episodes of "Rugrats" that aired on TV from 1995-1998. I started watching in possibly 1993.
Doug - 3/5 - I think I've seen all the episodes of "Doug" that aired on TV from 1995-1998. I started watching in possibly 1993.
Trick
People in L.A. want to "get it out" like Orlando and be mean to people to get it out of the way but incessantly but without it being okay in the end.
Friday, January 3, 2020
I decided to do a TV show.
"Good Luck, Charlie"
4 seasons, 20 episodes each it seems, about 23 minutes each maybe
31 hours? That's one reason I'm not an actress. Memorizing lines.
Rotten Tomatoes, here I come.
I might review some other TV shows...
It doesn't have enough ratings for a score.
You review it by season.
It's 2010-2012 about a baby girl named Charlie.
The main female lead is from DC born in 1992, and the baby is from California, a ways northwest from L.A.
4 seasons, 20 episodes each it seems, about 23 minutes each maybe
31 hours? That's one reason I'm not an actress. Memorizing lines.
Rotten Tomatoes, here I come.
I might review some other TV shows...
It doesn't have enough ratings for a score.
You review it by season.
It's 2010-2012 about a baby girl named Charlie.
The main female lead is from DC born in 1992, and the baby is from California, a ways northwest from L.A.
Clean
Well, I put my dirty laundry stack/s away.
I had something to eat.
I might play soon or go for a walk instead of tomorrow the gym, still a sore loser from cardio shock.
I had something to eat.
I might play soon or go for a walk instead of tomorrow the gym, still a sore loser from cardio shock.
Muggy
It's too muggy to go to bed.
I wish I could rearrange my room. It's so tight in here filled with things for laundry.
I wish I could rearrange my room. It's so tight in here filled with things for laundry.
Not Feeling at Peace
Without putting on music or anything to block the noise, I feel like I'm in outside in a tent or something with people all around or worse. It's just my time to work and stuff on violin or later school, and people outside thinking bad things, like about me..
Feisty
Latinas think they have an excuse to be mean, at the base of their exchanges with both light and darker cultures.
I need a lot of things I can't buy now.
on top of wanting money to eat out at nice little places
I need new laundry bins, the ones that are connected.
I need a sound machine.
I need new laundry bins, the ones that are connected.
I need a sound machine.
Feeling Bad Physically and Emotionally
I wish I could practice violin.
I need to rearrange my room. I can see my TV lying on my sofa but not from bed.
I've rearranged my room a lot already..
I need to rearrange my room. I can see my TV lying on my sofa but not from bed.
I've rearranged my room a lot already..
Ballet
I extracted other expenses and have enough money to take ballet twice a week with the leftover amount my dad wants me to keep almost.
My Life Reduced
Why are there simply goofballs in the way of my life and others thinking I'm guilty and them making an entrance?
We can spot people out from this.
We can spot people out from this.
(continued)
So, I mean I wouldn't tell them to change because they wouldn't make it any better.
In one case, they think, if someone simply says something indicating to them they did something wrong, they have an army to back them up forever.
It's just a contest to see who speaks first..
In one case, they think, if someone simply says something indicating to them they did something wrong, they have an army to back them up forever.
It's just a contest to see who speaks first..
"That's just wrong."
Some people have to accept they are wrong as people and not going to be better than everyone else once they think they are turning a new leaf. It's not what they decide to do next but just who they are.
Tired?
I was sore from using my muscles at the gym, but now I feel strangely reluctant to move after cardio moves.
New Orleans vs NYC
New Orleans is a good rival for little NYC, which just has more skyscrapers.
I think Chicago and its allies are lost in the cold but must remain calm, cool, and collected.
I think Chicago and its allies are lost in the cold but must remain calm, cool, and collected.
Rotten Tomatoes
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my review
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe (2005)
3/5
It reminds me of “Harry Potter” (2004-2011,) “Alice in Wonderland” (2010,) and “Charlie and the Chocolate Factory” (2005.) I think my favorite character is the magical queen, with all her demons. My favorite quotes are when she says to the wolves, “If it’s a war Aslan wants, it’s a war he shall get,” and later to a beast with a little bit of an attitude, “We have work to do.” The world of Narnia is like Elsa’s world in “Frozen” (2013.) I wonder what it’s like maybe in these old stories where children are like untouchable treasures and not just something to bundle off to school and eventually out of the house, without anything necessarily interesting ever happening in their world.
my review
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe (2005)
3/5
It reminds me of “Harry Potter” (2004-2011,) “Alice in Wonderland” (2010,) and “Charlie and the Chocolate Factory” (2005.) I think my favorite character is the magical queen, with all her demons. My favorite quotes are when she says to the wolves, “If it’s a war Aslan wants, it’s a war he shall get,” and later to a beast with a little bit of an attitude, “We have work to do.” The world of Narnia is like Elsa’s world in “Frozen” (2013.) I wonder what it’s like maybe in these old stories where children are like untouchable treasures and not just something to bundle off to school and eventually out of the house, without anything necessarily interesting ever happening in their world.
Thursday, January 2, 2020
Wednesday, January 1, 2020
Rotten Tomatoes
my review (link to my profile)
One Day at Disney (2019)
4/10 - It's even better to see behind-the-scenes. They're just normal people with normal aspirations, each particular in his or her own way. Some of the younger people seem uptight. They have a storage of genius. Endless smiles! Their fascination is contagious and alluring.
4/10 - It's even better to see behind-the-scenes. They're just normal people with normal aspirations, each particular in his or her own way. Some of the younger people seem uptight. They have a storage of genius. Endless smiles! Their fascination is contagious and alluring.
Huh?
White people think they have to be the best at everything, even at being low and dirty sometimes. There you have it.
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The Sword in the Stone (1963)
Disney Animation
4/5
England believes in being well-rounded in 2 ways. 1 - Arthur did chores to become a squire. 2 - England had men battle physically to win the crown mentally. ... Along the way, Arthur learned from Merlin, a willing teacher. Culturally, the setting was the Dark Ages, and England was disciplined to revel in their blessings, whatever possessions, duties, or needs met they had. So, England was multi-talented and knew how to "get down."
The Sword in the Stone (1963)
Disney Animation
4/5
England believes in being well-rounded in 2 ways. 1 - Arthur did chores to become a squire. 2 - England had men battle physically to win the crown mentally. ... Along the way, Arthur learned from Merlin, a willing teacher. Culturally, the setting was the Dark Ages, and England was disciplined to revel in their blessings, whatever possessions, duties, or needs met they had. So, England was multi-talented and knew how to "get down."
Today
I'm not going to the gym anyway because the bus doesn't run there. I was gonna go back to bed. I have to take my, what, 15 pills. Most in the morning are vitamins.
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