I'm not really sure what to do now. The medicine my parents or doctor have me on are making me tired, but I can get off, if I have my own home and my blood sugar goes down etc.
It's not nice waking up to use the bathroom and sleeping 12 hours.
I may get my AA in Music online but hope to transfer up to higher ranking colleges for my Bachelor's and Master's and if I do do a Doctorate like I had wanted. This will be a long time, and I may lose heart. I also wanted to learn German. I don't see how this is worth it starting again at age 33. I have 1 year of music down already. I'll be older than a lot of the musicians, and our parents and their generation may die, and everyone else will have played for and with them when they were alive. If they still are, they'll be very old.