I feel in the mindset I fell behind in violin and always will be that way mostly, like it's a joke riding on the fact I didn't get to start at a supposedly proper age and condition.
What's more, socially I seem to have been a thrown out generation because people were jealous, both older and younger and of other generations. They stopped on us, ashamed, and worked on the new babies' development. It was more fun, and then later they fixed younger generations over us after we proved to be good people.
What else?... Sure, health problems later on and a break in exercise.