Are people just wondering why my mom didn't let/have me eat more?
All these things and you know I may be involved and have fun in the world, so you're "just" waiting for me to be seen as worthless for some worthless opinion of a reason. You just prattle on and wait for me to get in trouble and sorta go into me to make me feel actively ignored, like I'm being put down in secret and no one will acknowledge it's happening even.